I have officially given up on being a hard worker. I don’t want that lol. I’m trying to be at ease in every area of my life, whatever the cost. Even with my passions, I don’t want to be hardworking. I want to be dedicated and smart about where I put my energy. I don’t want to look at it as working at all, just doing what I have to in order to express myself. No more stress about people questioning my work ethic; I can’t pretend I care anymore. I am no longer dedicated to working myself to the bone! Instead, I’m doing what’s best for me with the hopes that it has a domino effect on the “work”. And if not, at least I’ll be more happy than tired. Reframing my life with this in mind is the goal for the next year.
That being said, catch me with a new hairstyle and maybe even a new tattoo or piercing soon. I’m tryna be a new bitch. It’s good for my well-being! :)